Back in Action

...I haven't forgotten about you dear blog.

My life has been taken in the past year and turned upside down, shaken, stired, put through a blender, and been duct taped back together again. I can see that I have changed, it kind of scares me what the world sees. But frankly my dear, I don't care.

I have had highs and lows and crazy turns along the way in my journey of life. Unexpected doors opening, opportunities arising, and risks to take. I feel as though I am becoming more carefree as well as enjoying my life for what it is each day opposed to over thinking and over doing life. I find comfort taking time and CHILLING. It is such a new concept for me, its almost surreal. I have discovered who my real friends are over the past year to six months. I have lost a love, or realized maybe it wasn't really love. In the same respect I have realized there are more people out there who care about me and my success than I even began to believe. I also have a true love.

There are days I believe I am living a dream or that my life has become a fairy tale; some days I dread the strike of midnight for the fear that my life might become what it was. I know this is not true, that I am truely living my life and that this is reality. I look forward to what tomorrow brings, but don't wish the day away.

I am ready for the next chapter of my life to begin, as scary as that is to think about. This school thing, its just beginning to drag. I don't know maybe I have other stuff going on making my life more dynamic which makes it seem that way.

I presume this is enough to possibly catch up on the last little bit. So my current motto for life;
"We could all take a lesson from crayons: some are sharp, some are beautiful, some have weird names, all are different colors; but they all have to learn to live in the same box." just thought I would share.

Live, Love, and Laugh!

J