Finding inspiration from the side of a cup

Cool
Delcious
fruity
Yummy
tasty
divine
Hevenly
bright
delectable
icey
sweet
satisfying

Overall these go along with my motto for the summer and my life in general here lately. "Whatever happens, happens!"

My mind has been racing here lately, 90 to nothing. I just want it to stop, the haze to go away. I am happy, yes but I want MY happiness back!

J

Anticipating the World

I like this phrase. Its one that I have been using here lately. I have blogged lately about growing up and what not. Well, I want to be a kid forever. I know that I will be, yet facing the future and reality seems like it will be a harder task that I imagined. Instead of letting people and the world judge who I am, I am now anticipating the world. Prepared for who and what might be thrown in my direction, I am ready. Such an exciting task, yet one I am prepared to tackle head on, and head strong.

Summer officially began yesterday. Although this summer has been FAR from typical. Atleast one aspect of my life is still definatly child-like. Full of smiles and happiness (okay so that is most of my life)

J

Today is a new day

I have had two of the most TIRING weeks of my exsitance the past two weeks. I have had trials and tribulations thrown at me. I have had to deal with loads of issues, and have realized how "grown-up" people think of me. I don't know if its just me, but the fact that when I say I am never going to grow up I will ALWAYS be a big kid at heart and people give me one of "those" looks. I don't know how to take it. Anywho, I love what I am doing this summer, and its amazing to get to see the impact I have had, an impact that I never knew I had made.

I am beginning to get pumped about the fall! WOOT!

J

I do it...each and everyday

I put a smile on my face
to make you happy

I hide the anamosity,
the fear
the anger
and the sadness.
All behind a simple smile.

One of these days I am sure,
you will care.
Actually once upon a time I thought you did.
Well, maybe you do and I am to blind to see it.

I love to smile, and I realize the potential the little act can have.
However, today I just want to Smile in the Rain. and I have, yet you didn't notice.
Maybe you will tomorrow. Maybe you woln't. Today, right now; I don't.

Maybe tomorrow will be different. Yet, today has been a good day for the most part.
Tomorrow for sure will be better.

J

Practicle and Useful creates a whole new meaning

I have had a weekend full of emotion. I have realized how things change. As I continue to grow in so many ways I have realized how practicle I think... I am not a person who can easily take compliments, actually it takes a lot for me to accept them. I have always been the kind of girl who has a bubbly personality, easy to get along with, and prepared to take on the world. I never imagined being told that someone appreicated everything I do, because their child(ren) look up to me. I always believed that a SMILE could change the world, and after this weekend I was proven, once again that it can. I never realized the importance of hearing someones voice, and how magical that is after you've been communicating via online sources. I love the summer time, because a part of my life revolves around the fact that no matter how far apart we live, or what is going on in our lives, next summer here we will be. This weekend has been a very emotional one. From being so upset with someone I care very deeply about, because they seemed to not care about me. To seeing a friend I have been missing much more than I ever thought I would. Realizing that growing old isn't a bad thing. Realizing that there are people out there who look up to me, people I never even realized. Making someone's day through a simple scentence and a kinda act. Impacting someone's life. Having confusing emotions on top of being tired, happy, and on the verge of getting sick.

A great weekend it has been.

J