Its Almost over

In a few hours, I will no longer be "forced" to write here. I will try to keep cyber world up on the tabs of my life but it may not be a daily occurance. I can also take in a HUGE glass of SWEET Tea! Wee!

I will update tomorrow on all of the goals I had set for the week, that I DID not accomplish!

J

Grrrrr....

People are stupid.

J

The true Love

I have discovered my true love of being in the outdoors. I love the environment and being outside. Just reading, exploring, and taking in the outdoors. When the time comes and I have to move on from this abundance of nature I will have to find some way to full fill my desire of being outside.

I love the starry nights as well, away from the hustle and bustle of the busy world. Gazing into the unknown allowing myself to escape reality for a brief time devealing into God's creation.

J

Oh Dearest Blog of mine..

I have not forgotten thee! I simply decided to cut and run from work and go home for the remainder of the break. While at home I was unable to log on. SO...I have merely been taking notes on the occurances of the days to write my little notes of life in cyber space. This will function as Thursdays blog.

J

Unfailing....

Give or take a few hours there are three more days of Lent. In three days I do not have to daily maintain this blog (although I probably will) and I can have a big 'ol glass of SWEET TEA! This Lenten season has been an exceptional one. Allowing me to realize my true faith and understanding of God's teaching. Parts of this season have been pushed to a level where I have not been before. Others have seemed merely a shallow wading pool.

I ponder each and everyday if I am unfailing. I know I am full of failures and sin, yet is there any part of me that is unfailing?

I have had this week of solitude to complete a lot of thinking. Complete, its a harsh word. It has an end, well complete may not be the best word. I have atleast began thinking and knawing on some thoughts that have overtaken my heart and mind for a little while. It kind of feels like a dog's rawhide bone. The ones they chew on and chew on and slowly but surely they get smaller, after LOTS of time and dedication to that bone. Who knows. One day I will solve the problem to this bone delima.

J

Rice krispy treats and Tornadoes

The sirens went off twice tonight. Luckily everything was okay in the quaint little town. I was visiting the Great One's wife and weathered the storm there. Reliving the past and discussing the future while playing with the children. Part of the reliving the past was the eating of Rice Krispy Treats! mmmmm!!! While driving home I drove through some treaturous waters....they weren't too bad but when the over splash covers my car...um yeah. Who'da thunk that the little town could flood?

J

Bored...with not much to do.

I have made several bets with myself the past few days....out of boredom.

I bet throughout the week I will read a minimum of two books.
I will catch up on homework :S (icky for being on break)
I will take enough time for me
I will do something for the greater good
I will catch up with people I haven't talked to
I will prepare for the end of the semester
I will live like there is no tomorrow, and make the best out of this week!

J

Just a 'lil Disappointment.

You know when you get disappointed about something. Then later you think back and the only thing that your disappointed with is yourself. Don't take that wrong. I am not mad at me, or anything I just couldn't take things the way I was trying to make myself take them.

The concert last night was byfar interesting last night. I got to hang out with CM only because I got lost and he came to the rescue! So many little stories to the night! I had fun, definatly an awesome start to hopefully an AWESOME week!

J

About dang time!

YAY for breaks! When life was getting tough, I was given a break. Life has defiantly been crazy and amazing here lately. I just needed a break from things.

I decided to get away tonight. I am going to hang out with old friends and go to their concert. It should be fun and a chance to just get away.

J

A feeling like none other

Have you ever felt like every single emotion attacked you at once? Sadness, happiness, love, joy, peace, patience, silliness, scardness, disbelief, astoundment, and the list goes on. All of these emotions. Something has hit me. HARD. I am struggling with how to handle it. I will surpass this.

Today they unvailed a new aspect. I don't know how I feel about it. All is well, I guess change is good. This lesson of change is important. One that I feel as though I know very well at this point in time.

J

Two days to go!

There are officially TWO days until the GREAT break of the Spring Semester!!! The weather has been spectacular and I have been jelous of everyone who is getting to spend time out in it. I just want to go read, reflect, and rejoice in the weather. I guess I will have plenty of time to do that later this week and weekend. I sure hope so. The job got a little tideous today but its all GREAT. I got to use my talent to help out with it today. Wee for that!

J

Long Road to hoe

There has been a seed planted. One full of hope and unknown. I am scared, I don't know what to do or where to go. I will close my eyes and use my faith and trust in God and those around me to guide. I don't know what it means and I don't know how to deal with it. I will pray.

We shall wait and see.

J

To each his own....

I love happy days! I love days where you wake up and God just blesses you and takes what potentially could be a mediocre day or even an 'ehh day into an AWESOMTASTIC day! I talked yesterday about people in my life who had come full circle, people I used to know and talk to quiet often, and now I either NEVER talk to them except via online messaging. Several people like that came back into my life here recently. It is AWESOME!

I love how God has been blessing me here lately. It is amazing. I am preparing for a new beginning. In many different things. We shall see where my life is about to go.

J

Rockin'

I have realized how life really just works in circles. A person who was a part of my life when I was younger is back in my life. The Great One has influenced me in so many ways, they will NEVER know. Others that were there when I was younger are back, caring for me, making a difference in my life. People I met several years ago, I ran into this weekend. It was amazing getting to catch up for a few breif moments. At some moments I wanted to break down and cry. Other moments, I was full of smiles enjoying the times we had. Reminiscing of sorts.

God opened my eyes today. Showed me a path that I hadn't considered. The power of believing is so important. Not the believing in God, or in oneself, but believing and truely believing in each other. I never realized the importance of people believing in me. It has never seemed this powerful.

J

The WINNER is.....

A part of my life was concluded in December. I finished something that has impacted my life and the person that I am in so many ways. I realized that sometimes you take for granted the little accomplishments that mean so much when you achieve them. While sitting at a baquet I realized that I had achieved all of the things that then were so important, and now they are still important. They just take on a whole new meaning.

The weekend is only yet to begin.

J

Bridge May ICE in Cold Weather!

WEE for SNOW...and for GOING HOME!

I knew there was a reason Clarkton called me early this morning. I should've gotten up, gone to the 9 o'clock section of the One and ONLY class I had. I chose to sleep instead. I woke up and was optimistic about the weather working in my favor. I packed my car and went for lunch. While eating it began to percipatate outside. I was sure, I could make it out in time.

Two hours later, the snow was covering the road. Today, I pondered on a life lesson. Sometimes the road gets dangerous and rough, yet its easier to keep moving forward than turning back to something more familiar. I knew that it was easier to keep moving, I was driving through the worst of the storm. Just a little further, I knew I would be safe. I made it safely, and had an adventure for sure.

J

CAUTION: Do not Enter!

A mind is a horrible thing to waste!

Here lately it seems as though I have been running cirlces with something I have been sure of for a while. A decision I have been compelled by. Such is life, I pressume.

I have the best friends in the entire world. No matter what happens in the end we always find the true us again.

J

516 miles and three friends

Tonight, I drove for eight hours to go see my favorite band play. IT was so AWESOME! We had an amazing time!

I am not one to use Lyrics in blogs, but today I am going to. This song that I heard last night just encompassed me and was SPECTACULAR!


There were three Before the king
There were three who wouldn’t bow to him
For when you heard
The music play
And you were standing you would burn.
They looked at him and said…
Burn us up! Burn us up! Burn us up!
Oh king won’t you burn us in the furnace of
Your desire
We give up! We give up! We give up!

Oh king won’t you burn us in the furnace of
Your desire! Won’t you throw us in the fire!
The king enraged
At what they said
Sent the three away to find their death
The palace stopped in unbelief
When the guilty raised their hands to sing
They looked to him and said…
Burn us up! Burn us up! Burn us up!
Oh king won’t you burn us in the furnace of
Your desire
We give up! We give up! We give up!

Oh king won’t you burn us in the furnace of
Your desire! Won’t you throw us in the fire!
You are able to deliver from the fire of affliction
It’s the declaration of my Lord
You’re not an image of gold
You’re the God of old
You have made us
Come and save us
We are Yours
But even if You don’t,
Burn us up! Burn us up! Burn us up!
Oh king won’t you burn us in the furnace of
Your desire
We give up! We give up! We give up!
Oh king won’t you burn us in the furnace of
Your desire!
Won’t you throw us in the fire!


This song is by Shane and Shane and is called Burn Us Up. It is talking about the bible story in Daniel about Shadrach, Meshach, and Abedingo. Which, is one of my favorite stories anyways!

J

An AWESOMETASTIC DAY!

Tuesday was an awesome day. Classes were okay ehh, classes. Its not about that. Its about getting on the same page with everyone again. I feel okay with where I am at. I simply just have to keep being me. I am excited about tomorrow! Yay for going to the most amazing concert of ALL times!

We had an AWESOME worship service tonight! I was nervous going in. Yet, once everything got going it was awesome. Everything just rolled together and worked out amazingly.

J

Mondays are Fun days?

I feel out of blogging this week. I kept notes on the week to assit with writing.

It feels like its going to be an AWESOME week! I am excited about several events that are going down this week! I am going to see my favorite band in concert! Which requires a mini-road trip to get there. I am also going home. I am ready to go home, I need this. I need this break.

Things are just crazy right now! Getting my life refocused is having a few minor bumps in the road. Nothing that woln't be surpassable, just take time.

J

Hell is Free, you get what you Pay for

So, the title has nothing to do with anything, I just think its funny.
It was a name of a song from a band I saw yesterday.

This weekend has been so much fun! I have got to spend a lot of time with all of my friends.
The weather has been AWESOME all weekend long. I am looking forward to this next week! I think its going to be just as great!

The weather is making me yern for Spring Break. WOO HOO! We have finished mid-terms, and I am ready to rock and roll on through!

J

Jelous of a Good thing.

3/2/08

I had to do interviews today. Inside. I only have winterish dress up clothes here. Which made things worse.

It was one of the most BEAUTIFUL days of the year! IT was rockin. But I was inside, for almost the whole day. Noodle and Clarkton walked around campus with me while I was on a lunch break. We had lots of fun! Then we loaded up for a mini road trip once I finished working and interviewing for the afternoon. We had lots of fun, and continued searching for random "Steps"

I am protesting now, if they take CLYDE away, I will fight and scream. He is a symbol of our past and feelings, our unity. I will be the "LEAVE CLYDE ALONE" girl, it WILL be on youtube.

J

The STEPS of my life!

I had an AWESOME leap day!

It was the most amazing and LOADS of fun! We rocked out creating "steps" to achieve within the day!

Anything and everything from going to a park, going to a nature center, getting smoothies, getting wings, making a baby (at build-a-bear), going Christmas...i mean BIRTHDAY shopping, going to a LIFE party, going to Wal-Mart (and being random), going to LEAP at a random place (before leap day ran out), going to the fountain with a duck thats alergic to water, and all getting in a boy's shower.

It was an AMAZING day with AWESOME friends!

J

The End of an Era

2/28

Today a celebration one to top all others
WE celebrate change
Change in something that everyone here identifies with
We are all one
We unite,

I am and always will be
My pride is justified
I started here with you
Something to identify
Now its time for change
A lot of that I've seen
In the hearts of many
Yet you woln't be seen
The spirit carries on
Of all those who are here
Tomorrow a new beginning
One with few tears
Today I still believe
As I will for years
We will hold strong
With your spirit anew
I will never back down
For once, I am
and ALWAYS I will be

J

Such is the Life

Wednesday 2/27/08
I have an awesome life
I question it each and every day
Yet, life is amazing
Got to spend some time with Noodle tonight
We rocked it out while I was working

It was good to just be able to relax and not sweat having homework or studyin' to do
I am looking forward to and end of the week
An end, and a new beginning
As well as doing things, for me.

Life has been pretty awesome this week. Everything just kind of falling into place.
It's only the middle though, who knows what the end has in store.

J