When you know you should be happy for someone for something, but you just can't be.
That is the situation I am in right now. I don't know how to express myself today....and this is eating at me, and I know it shouldn't. But it does.
I just want to run and hide. Hide amoungst the crowd and pretend everything is fine, paste on my smile. Noone will know something is wrong. It's me, I have no reason to be upset...or do I.
I sometimes justify things to be different then they truely are. Who doesn't at some point in their life. I am trying to stay rational with this situation, I just find it hard.
I want to be happy. I was happy, I am still happy and ecstatic about my own situation. Somehow, I feel like few people will celebrate my happiness in the same respect I am. I feel over shadowed...just like the old days. Forgotten almost.
Oh well...tomorrow is a brand new day.
:) It will be all good! One more day down!
J
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