Thursday, October 22, 2009

It's a rainy kinda day....

I am so excited! My life is heading in an amazing way.

I am loved, and cherished, and cared for by an amazing man. He truely is my everything. Looking back at how much my life has changed in the past year is amazing. I have given in to the fact that I do not ultimately control it, and let things happen and do not hang on to yesterday.

One of my biggest challenges is trying to not feel like i have to make everything perfect. Slowly, I am coming to this realization, and just letting things go....its hard.

I am beginning to officiate plans for the next few steps in my life. These steps are scary to me. I am sure of them, and know what I must do, yet they are scary. I am ready to move and begin my adventure. Yet, at the same time going into the unfamiliar is rough. We shall see. Atleast I will have someone by my side this time. That will make it a little less scary, I sure do hope.

I am so ready!

J

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