Never thought this day would come...

A summer of dreams.

Reaching them, fullfilling them, rocking out and having fun.
My internship ends tomorrow. 12 weeks. With some awesome people doing things and learning things about myself, my peers, the business world, the internal workings of an organization and many other things. The past twelve weeks have pushed me to know extremes and new ideas.

My emotions are edged just a titch, I am slightly unsure how to feel. I have frazzled emotions about this summer for many different reasons and from many different aspects.

I rocked out, had fun, learned a lot, got the t-shirt, and am throwin in the towel!

For everything there is a purpose, and everything there is a time.

J

Life is sometimes bitter sweet

I have had an absolutely AMAZING summer! Full of fun, work, surprises, excitement, finding out more about me, making some absolutely amazing friends **Ethel and Senor** , finding out about true friends. Many other things those were just to name a few.

I was a little aprehensive about this summer going in. Some of those fears were met head on and I delt with things. Others, I never thought would happen. Life has been full of great days with awesome people. To the hopeless romantic; Wishful thinking didn't help. Honestly if someone could help me find the edge of the planet I would personally push and take the blame. However, there is an awesome Janitor that I have gotten to know.

Maybe in a few weeks, once I get back to school. This little chit-chat will be repurposed and refocused.

J

I like to oat oat oat....opples and ba-nonos

Such is life. I like to sing camp songs. I like to be a kid. I love to play with bubbles. I love to smile. There are lots of things I like and love. This summer has only defined those things a little bit further.

This week has the potential to be pretty awesome

J

Sweet Summertime

What really is summer?
A break from school...
A chance to have fun and relax...
A chance to make money....
A chance to learn who you are....
and the list goes on.

Summer to me doesn't get started until you walk into a building and get bomb-barded with the over powering scent of bug spray. Its not summer until you go hoarse singing camp songs. It not summer to me, until your reunited with your "summer friends." You don't mind getting dirty, sweaty, and gross simply to have fun and to try and show up the boys.

For me summers in the past have been full of planning and doing. I have loved it. I have slowly grown out of that, and now I have been able to make summer decisions. I haven't really felt like I really have had summer other than the WONDERFUL summer heat of the south. Summers full of memories and friends. Full of laughter and glee, those will always be there. Yet, what is summer? How does this one word define 3 months of ones life, for so many years; yet I still can not explain quite what summer is.

The good 'ole summer home has been amazing. Here I sit preparing for the last two weeks of my internship, of my summer. When people think of that awesome place away in their mind. I am actually getting to live in mine. So much peace and quiet. Almost serenity. It will be sad when its over, but I have to make room for those out there who are stepping up and out to fill many wholes left here by some pretty amazing people.

What is summer to you?

J

A long time gone....

This summer has been full of ups and downs. It seems like it just started yesterday and I am sitting here with 3 weeks of my internship left. It has been an awesome time filled with new and old friends. A lot of discovering who I am and who others really are. I am prepared for the next few years and ready for my future. I have realized that I have more potential than I thought. I am ready to face tomorrow with an unending desire to achieve my dreams. A part of me is searching for what is really wanted of me. Buy I am happy with theo I am right now. I am ready for school to begin, and my normal job to be back. I am prepared for this semester and the adventures it entails.

J

Your trying so hard....

to take things away. Once I loved and cared and tried. You know my heart, I have given it to you. Yet, you make things so complicated, because I have lived and let live. I have given my all to so many aspects of my life, and this you know. Things I care about and revel in each and every day. Aspects of my past that give me the "who" that I am, that give me the lessons and memories of my childhood and of the opening of the door to my adulthood. Such is life I guess. I keep growing up where and when some don't.

Oh, well. It's my life anyways.

J

I'll have a hand in it....

I assimilate my job with that of the one God does in my life. Yes, it might sound a bit odd but the fact that God has his hand in everything is amazing. Even when we forget these things about God, no matter what he is there. With my job I have prepared for several conferences, some which I have had a very large part in dealing with and others that I just get everything prepared and send it and them off. After this experiance I realize the miricles God preforms when we least expect it. That and how much we simply EXPECT him to take care of.

Until later

J