Sunday, February 17, 2008

Questioning long lost decisions

I have had some life chaning moments and made some growth enhancing decisions over the past 6 months or so. In the past week I have questioned many of the decisions I have made. Questioning things as to if I should have spoke up when I did. What the right thing to do this summer is. Where to go. Who to be around. Who to trust. What to say. All of these and more have been floating around in my head. I am ready for them to end again.

I hate feeling an ounce of hope and letting that hope grow into something its not. That thought is now out of my mind. I am done. Finished. Its OVER, for good. That is a promise I made myself a while back. A promise I will not go back on.

J

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